give me back my life.

i havent dressed up and gone out in ages.

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i have a freaking barrier test tomorrow. if i fail the test i fail the entire unit. if i fail the unit i get retained.
this time its really not the slack.
i dont have enough time.

LEAD meeting next thursday, prep for word, training on saturday and sunday.
sch's even more hectic than usual, we're expected to do so much more than go to school for lectures and labs.

i've missed out on three 21st parties back home, and by the conversations i've had and the emails i've received it looks like i'm going to miss out on another 2-3 in the next month or so.

i have not enough time to sleep, think and even eat.

i didnt even have the time to skype daddy mommy angeline auntie irene and everyone just now.

i have my clinical test tomorrow and only 3 out of 8 of the notes read.
i think i wont be sleeping anytime soon.
:(

the workload, its hell crazy.
why dont the meds ever get 3 tests in a row like we do?
they have a freak easy timetable, and their tests come one at a time, with huge blocks of time for them to study.
i know i'm whining, but seriously, if my tests were more spaced out i'm sure i'd get to study a whole lot more.

now i dont know whether to sit here and cry or sit here and pull out all my hair. lol.

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i'm serious.


really i am.
were you?

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.