today's the first day since i arrived that i am going to sleep by myself because erica went home and i was too lazy to go stay with her.

it feels like i'm all alone in a house with no one. lol.

but because i've got so much time i go online and do silly things like listen to nice songs.
i refuse to unpack my luggage and my boxes.
so i walk around my room my tiptoeing my way around the boxes and barang on the ground.
i need to get a shoe rack, find my hangers, and hopefully a heater.
yes a heater.
its supposed to be summer now but i am so freaking cold in the night and mornings i feel like its autumn:(

last night while trying to sleep the hey there delilah song came to my head and then i asked erica if she knew it only to be replied by a
auntie pet you are so random why arent you trying to sleep its 2am!
haha anyway i cant get the song out of my head and wifey keeps telling me to start hating it cos she hates it.
fine dear, i will sing your inside out song to you okay? HAHAHA.

i cant believe i have to walk to ohcwa tomorrow at 830am.
i cant believe we'll be doing anatomy again.

i'm dead tired, time to talk to Daddy God then go to sleep.




being here, being so far away makes it really much better.
yet knowing this brought about everything,
wish i knew what would have been.

a thousand miles seem pretty far but they've got planes and trains and cars.
i bothered to fight, damnit.


its so amazing how flustered i get when nicks pop online.
i should listen to wifey, i should off the pop up thing.

and its also amazing how you never bother to,
only when confrontations are needed.
maybe its to clear a reputation; maybe yours, maybe your puzzle's.
even then, i find it extremely cruel.


cruelty followed by apathy.

oh how much i loathe apathy.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.