i really am exhausted.
each day i drag my feet out of the door at 730am, drag my feet to the train station, drag my feet into the train and plonk my big fat butt down and sleep till i get to the clinic.
things only get better when i reach the clinic cos at least i'm enjoying watching the doctors work.

today suling had to wax up an mmr and she let me do it!
:)
so i skipped lunch and sat there all by myself and waxed up the thing. lol.
omg i almost died from happiness.
i didnt even have a flame torch; all i had were the burner and a waxed knife but i enjoyed it. i could have sat there for hours waxing it up if i didnt have to rush to meet mei. lol.

i'm currently in love with a big tote bag and a little handbag and both are going to make me shit broke so i decided not to buy them.
but then i cant stop thinking about them, even long after leaving the store.

me: shit lah i'm in love with that bag. HOW?
mei: you fall in love too easily lah.

and that made me laugh.
haha. its the way my mei said it.

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i keep rewatching grey's.
then there's this scene where callie tells george "it hurts less when you dont see it coming"

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i am damaged at best,
like you've already figured out.
i'm falling apart,
barely breathing.

why am i still in love with lifehouse?
lol.

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i realised,
that you forgot.
possibly the most important day ever.
which totally undermines its importance.
grah.

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maybe they were right all along.
i was just stupid enough to not listen.

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i am going to kick myself.
we didnt book my ticket early enough.
SQ is full. i cant fly with sunset eyes.
so i must fly alone on qantas:(
BLAH.
mommy is scolding me for not booking earlier.

and,
i have officially started shopping for things to bring back to aussie.
soon, soon.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.