all nonsense aside,
i'm trying.

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really couldnt get up today, so i got up half an hour too late.
and i cabbed.
all the way to the clinic.
which cost me 18 bucks.
and i grabbed smth off maccas then ran up to the clinic so i wouldn't reach after the doctor.
after which i realised that uncle joe doesnt come till 2pm.
so technically not only did i go halfway across the country for nothing, i also paid 18 bucks for nothing.

then i decided to go to the braddell branch so at least i would learn smth for the morning.
blah.
but i still think my 18 bucks was kinda wasted.
HAHA.

well at least daddy came to pick me up so save me the trip back home which involved squeezing with the peak hour crowd(i totally hate it).
oh, that reminds me.
when daddy's credit card bill comes next month(or whenever its supposed to come), i am so dead. i'm gonna get nagged at, hollered at, whatever.
which means i need to start finding some place to hide. lol.

spending too much on food, silly drinks, cabs, and silly shopping nonsense.
with the stupid excuse of therapy.
sigh.
then i need to figure out how to lug one suitcase full of clothes(and textbooks) back to perth just on 20kg baggage space(because daddy will think its absurd to upgrade my baggage space for clothes). double sigh.
yesterday daddy reminded me that i'm going back to aussie soon and that I SHOULD GET STARTED on making my list of things to bring back.

i'm starting to enjoy observing at the clinic.
:)
and i'm glad that i didnt give up dent, for something that would have let me down.







because things change.
so so much.
until its so much easier to not care.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.