okay, i really dont know what to say.
things are like, the same.
except my perception is slowly changing.
i dont know whether its supposed to be a bad thing, but yeah.

my home is still a wreck because 3 people are trying to dig out winter clothes so we dont freeze our asses off in shanghai.
i just met wifey who so very sweetly came to tampines to lend me her pretty purple gloves and beanie.
then we walked all around and tried to find something to eat and my poor girl is so blah.
wifey cannot blah okay! i'm supposed to be the blah one you're supposed to be there for make me happy so cannot pout. its my trademark:D besides, you have me and i have nobody. LOL.
i will miss you too PLEASE DONT BE SAD i'll bring you something really cheena back from shanghai like a bakchang or whatever. grin.

i'm pretty disgusted with the amount of money i have spent here since coming home.
argh.
my atm's dwindling at such a fast rate and i'm paying on daddy's credit way too much.
i need to work soon so i dont have time to shop.
like seriously, i feel so :(

chanced upon someone's blog and i must say i am pretty amused to see writings about you on that person's blog. really shows how clueless i am about whats going on in your life right now.
i remember once saying i'll do whatever it took, i remember once promising like you did.
i remember once forcing it through your thick head, i remember once falling into a heap at your feet.

it makes me seem pretty pathetic, i realise.
pathetic enough to fight for something the whole world thinks i shouldnt.
the frivolity of the concern some people show- its even more pathetic.
seriously, it doesnt bother me that you dont care.
you dont have to pretend to care, or try to care, when you dont.
i'd rather you just not pretend to put on a front.
save us all the misery and pretense.

i keep telling wifey and the other people around,
that we will get there.
wifey knows it, i know it and i know He is in control.
when we get there, we know it will be forever:)
seriously, wifey i dont know what i'd do without you.
there'd be no one to uphold me in prayer, no one to go nuts with me, talk nonsense, do stupid things, laugh at the silliest stories ever, and POUT OUR SIGNATURE POUT. no one to sing stupid songs to, no one to emo elmo with, no one to cam whore, and no one to eat chilli cheese fries with me.
SIGH I WILL MISS YOU why arent you coming with me to shanghai?!?!?






till i see You face to face, and grace amazing takes me home
i'll trust in You.

i'll live a child in awe of You.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.