its mind boggling how your subconscious thoughts replay itselves in dreams at night.
its kinda like, no matter how hard you try, its still there.


last night i dreamt of pink nike shoes bought by your special someone and i woke up shocked.
wifey tells me it will never come true so i should stop brooding over it.
maybe.
my dreams are weird, anyway.


christmas isnt exactly christmas when it hurts.
i constantly try to remind myself of the real reason behind it.
yes, and thats why christmas calls for celebration.
so today i met wifey to shop around and buy some really really last min christmas presents.
this picture is wifey and i at maccas trying to sort out all the stuff we bought/brought.

we're like so busy everytime we meet we have something either one of us has got to finish up. so the other person rushes around town with the busy person, and we end up not having enough time to talk. the mad rush, i dont like it.

and then i got daddy to come down to cityhall to drive me to chomp chomp because raloh stays at gardens and then i got so scolded the whole journey because there was this huge jam and we took almost 45 min to get there and daddy had to rush back to settling some business.
nedlands had our first christmas party there!

basically these days my home is like some post war wreckage.

daddy and mommy are trying to pack pack pack for shanghai and are both so busy from morning till late each night because of all the business stuff they've to finish before the trip, and i'm constantly being nagged at to start packing my luggage so i wont miss out anything because daddy says "dont expect me to drive you all around singapore one day before we fly to buy your stuff".

BLAH.

seriously, it really sucks that my uggs are in perth along with my furry hoodies, gloves, scarves, trackies, and all the winter nonsense.

i'm not prepared to freeze my ass off in perth and i've already spent hundreds on winter clothes here in singapore- apparently the year end sales arent helping.

then despite spending so much on winter clothes, i still DO NOT have any long jeans here(except for one thin one i brought back) and NEITHER do i have covered shoes. well, if pumps are considered then i've got heaps. but my sneakers and my sport shoes are ALSO in perth.

talk about sucky sticky situations, man.

this is why i am not looking forward to shanghai at all. insufficient warm winter clothing, no tiong bahru chee kueh and chilli padi. sigh.

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its 2.49am and i'm still waiting for my hair to dry.
we left raloh's place and janan refused to drive me home lol so he dropped me off at rachel's place then i had to cab back.
then i talked a little to wifey before she went to sleep.
DARLING DONT WORRY ABOUT YOUR RESULTS OKAY! i'll let you know the moment i check them but i'm sorry dear cos i may not wake up so early but i will check when i wake up! i'm sure you'll do fine okay sweets! lovelove:)

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i'm glad amidst all these nonsense, i still have my wifey.
who's always so positive and msgs to make sure i am alright and is always there.
:)
my wifey, who dumped 12 guys for me! LOL.(ok i am going to get killed for announcing her lovelife to the whole world wide web but aiyo its the truth-my wifey is hot property haha)
but then i figure i better stop bragging and rubbing it into the faces of every guy you dump else when you actually dump me for a guy EVERY ONE OF THEM WILL COME BACK AND LAUGH AT ME:(
so yes wifey, i'm sorry i keep making you worry. i'm sorry i'm such a bummer and i'm sorry coming back to singapore i had to fall so much.
i'm trying and i know you of all people should know.
and WE WILL GET THERE.
i dont know how long, but somehow i know it.
we will:)
WE WILL GET THERE:D

time to go talk to my Daddy.
even when things suck,
i'll hold on.
ok, Daddy?
:)

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.