i miss you cow, i really do.
much more than i ever realised i would.
talking online, made me miss everything, all those 4 years where we talked in class, talked during choir, talked during publication, talked at home, had sleepovers, bladed for M1 youth connection, did NDP, had english enrichment, baked and all.

i'd never trade it for anything else.

we have separate lives, diff priorities, diff commitments.
but i'd still give up time for you, for us.

its just the familiarity of us, the fact i can not talk to you for eons and start screaming at you the moment we talk for being so darn uncontactable; knowing you'll never take offence, knowing we go way beyond that.
i dont know how to put things, but i just want you to know, i really really miss everything.


i miss you, i miss hannah.
i miss the times we held hands and shopped, i miss fighting to talk, i miss sharing.
i miss the times you guys held my hand and cried, stood by me through storms.
i miss our spastic days, i miss being different and laughed at, i miss being a part of something the world doesnt understand.

because you both mean so much and no one can ever take that away or replace it.

we said we'd go through boyfriend troubles together, go through life together, go through our weddings together.
i hold onto that, i always will.

its makes me sad, how your life is so packed now.
but i dont blame you.
we have our commitments, we're grown up.
but i know you guys will always be my best and best girls, no matter what happens.

i love you dearie,
our memories adorn my wall in currie,
i miss you, hell loads.