i cant believe this.

i came all the way from my ulu-ated place in the east, ALL THE WAY TO NUS, to buy books and all are not in stock. plus, i dont know where to start looking for my clinic coat:(

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see, they call this sacrifices done for love. lol.

i'm sittin in the nus science library, writing up mindmaps for wifey's stupid ss module(which is so darn boring i dont know why the hell she chose this archi module) and then after taking so long trying to make some sense of the notes and writing up half of it that idiot tells me its an open book test.
and now i'm foolishly trying to search for nonsense online for her.
SERIOUSLY MAN, THE THINGS PEOPLE DO FOR LOVE. LOL.

wifey you owe me big time. haha you owe me ice cream and alot of other stuff.

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wifey thinks that things are like that now because i am too free.
well its true, i guess in a way i'd wanna be slogging my guts out for something to study for, that can occupy my brain..

dont know what made me send the msg this morning.
it wasnt something big, yet enough to send me into a rollercoaster of nonsense that i'm going through now.

funny how its faded.

funny how i'm here feeling all sorry for myself, when i have actuallly got no reason to.

funny how the most important thing on my mind now is how to please You.
because never in my whole life would i think that the importance in my life would be such.
it is now; i'm not saying its easy.
the paradigm shift,
it brings perspective.

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i still dont know.
blah.
i dont like to be at square one.
i dont like going one whole big round to realise this was what You wanted to teach me all along.

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i'm having a headache,
i should know why i'm having a headache.
blah.



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why why why why why.
WHY?