very shaken by what happened today.
blogging may thus cease for awhile.

everytime i log in now i'm just gonna remember what was done.
i'm sorry for the part thats my fault.

everything happening, all in one night.
its really a little hard.
thankyou abi dearie for that lovely hug, gertrude for the love and both of you for just being there. all the assurances and my request to dnr if i do die suddenly from all the madness going around me and abi's request to dnnr lol.

wifey i'm sorry i went so nuts and made you worry so much.
thanks for being there those 4 hours just watching me go bonkers and i'm sorry you had to feel so useless because you're not!
i thank God for you just being there.
for not judging me though its not that nice a side of me you see when i am all tired and bothered and going mad because of everything.




i'm very shaken,
but i will be fine. in due time.
when i am fine,
i will continue blogging.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.