thanks, because you'll always be my bestie.

it was good talking.
though of cos, i was the over enthusiastic and spontaenous one as usual.
the pok one too.

but i'm genuinely happy,
for your freedom, and for everything you're enjoying now.
its funny how this is what we've both waited for like FOREVER, and now we've finally got through almost a year since my acceptance, we dont get to enjoy it together.

its weird seeing a different side of you.
free-er, more laidback.
paradigm shift in priorities, its a good thing.

you're still the person i know,
just that i'm in another role,
and i'm seeing you the way the world saw you.
you're treating me the way you treated the world.
-kind of detached, distant, and private.
dodging questions, playing mind games at times, and giving random answers.
in a way, i feel like how you treated one of *them.
but i understand; after all you being such a private person was why i liked it.


but understanding doesnt mean it doesnt hurt.
it just means forgiving the hurt.



I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.