in like 8 hours i'm going to be sitting for the biggest paper of all midsems(well, arguably)

i dont know so much, i dont even know what i dont know.

the notes that have been done, i totally forgot.
the notes that havent been done, are either empty or too difficult.


i would love to complain again, say it isnt fair. say we dont have enough time, say i need more time to get into the mood of studying.
but it wouldnt work.
it doesnt get me anywhere.


well maybe one thing good that can come out of this, is that i ought to learn from your attitude- your studies always come first, everything else second.

i keep questioning because i still dont understand.
there's just too many things i dont.






i need, to get off this bad habit.
i need, to study like never before.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.