Friday, August 24, 2007 @2:19 AM
not fair,
not fair at all.
but then again, daddy reminds me,
nothing is fair.
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somehow i question too much these days.
let me learn the lesson, let me learn it quick and fast,
let me get over and done with it.
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nights are spent brooding over silly little things.
nights are spent thinking so much sleep eludes me.
days are spent trying to stay awake in class.
days are spent trying to tell myself what reality actually means.
days are spent thinking about what nights are also spent thinking about.
afternoons are when i finally fall asleep from exhaustion.
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i question,
and then i regret.
i'm tired.
i want to sleep and dream of a pink dress floating in the clouds.
see you in lala land,
goodnight.
⥠fancy pink
in vintage.