shit you cramps, go away.
i dont need cramps right now.
i need to study.


i've seen my timetable for the 10th time today, i think.
fahb and bsd are together on the same day and i have fob the very next day. i'm very well gonna have to run on adrenaline next week. and then straight after fob i have dtech one day later. well, i get a day off, but its dtech; and there isnt really enough time to rest and go again. its a dash from day1.

and then i also find out the meds have a day in between every paper, aside from the fact they have less papers than us. i complained to joo and she goes, " dont bother comparing cos in yr 3 you'll see them having 3 papers a sem and us 12 papers a sem"

so basically, i feel like crap now.
i only just printed out all my bsd notes yesterday and am trying to rush through all my bsd tutorials. start reading through fahb- evolution and embryology because i havent even finished watching the lectopia. too many lectures missed, no time to catch up. all while lacking sleep and having cramps.

thanks to brendon who was nice enough to teach me one topic on bsd- though i prob have 9 more to go or smth.
thanks to abi dearie who so very nicely came to my room to give me moral support and girlfriend for her endless hugs(i love hugs) and song-sending:)

i havent even finished making fahb notes, and i havent even finished reading bsd notes. fob is the very next day and i barely touched fob. there's still salivary glands, gingiva, cementum and the biggest of the lot- primary dentition.

need more time, need more energy, need more motivation.
cannot, screw this up.
its like thowing 20K down the drain for this sem. with expenses in, prob 25K.

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i know people are praying hard for me back home, and i know by His grace i'll make it right.
His grace is sufficient for me.
and it wont be me, it'll be for Your glory.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.