Thursday, June 14, 2007 @10:28 PM
its not that i'm not worried anymore, and its not that i think i will do well. i just know that whatever the case, my God is in control and He has plans only to prosper me and not to harm me; plans to give me a hope and a future.
everyone around me has been so nice, and i wonder what i did to deserve such love. it just makes me treasure them more and more.
for all the hugs, all the love, all the words of encouragement, all the sms-es, all the phone calls, and all the prayers.
everyone in aussie and back home, pet appreciates all you guys have done:)
fob today went okay- meaning i can pass. seriously i was hoping so hard that dentine would come out, so that i can crap on dentinogenesis, mantle dentle, blah blah. i was hoping cementum, dentine, pdl, and saliva came out. but no, enamel had to come out. 12 marks and i had no idea what to write. i mean, it came out for mid sems, who'd be so silly to study it again?!?! and as far as i can remember he didnt even teach pulp, and there was this 10 mark question on histological section of pulp.
ARGH.
ohwell, i'm not going to worry about fob because there is still dtech where i am totally clueless.
i appear offline on msn so i wont end up chatting with people, but i end up going on friendster or facebook. i waste time, and then i blame myself. and then i worry myself, and then i cant sleep.
its 6 days more to sunny singapore, and now that its so near, it scares me. to face everything again, everything i'm running away from.
wifey i miss you i havent talked to you for like a week! boo:(
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mommy and daddy, thanks for being so ever supporting, for believing in me and always letting me run back to you to cry. for always being my pillar of strength and always there to support me. i'm disappointed in myself and yet you still encourage me, edify me and pray for me.
i feel upset at myself that i cant even study in such a slack environment and do well for papers so much easier than what i ever got in jc. thanks for helping me to see things the right way, and believing in me.
i'm sorry if i made you both worry for me.
loveyoumommyanddaddy, i cant wait to be home where i'm so loved:)
