its been tough, it really has. i dont wanna go into details here, but thank you girls for all the strength you've given me. just sitting in silence here by my side, cuddling and healing those wounds, endless prayers and love.
i see the hurt each of you go through too, and it affects me because i dont think any of you deserve such pain. as cliche as it sounds, it WILL all work out. i dont know when and how, but He will carry us through okay.
know that my love is always with you, though we'll all go back to our countries to study, i will always pray for you girls(:

i know, i just need more time. cant afford it now; not at this time, not anywhere near. cannot, pet. cannot.

its a battle i will fight, because i have to, because i cant let anyone down, because i've got my God to honour and glorify.

hard as it is.

i thought about about the apologies.
since its wrong, and there is a need to apologise, why not make up for it instead. i'm not saying or suggesting anything, i just wonder why sometimes things arent done to rectify the wrong instead of just apologies. it doesnt mean its messed up for good. it just means another chance, doesnt it?
okay, maybe not another perfect chance. but still a slim chance at that. right?

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.