its 2.36am and i just got back.

like finally, the 6 of us get to meet.
its funny to see how much we've all changed from the sec1 days. we're still as noisy as ever though, and attract attention everywhere we go because we're the loudest table around.

cow was late as usual for dinner. ah, xiaolongpao. i like:)

then we walked all around trying to get a cab to clarke quay. every other place was full, so we ended up walking all the way to boat quay because fifi and hannah wanted to go to jazz.

i miss them all so much. its funny when you see the people who understands you the most, you end up pouring out everything you've wanted to say these months. it gets you all upset and tears down that happy exterior you put up. the long walk around boat quay and then outside fullerton gave us so much time to talk about everything.
it scares me how much each one of them has been scarred by the world; scares me how the most innocent of peoples actually do see what a cruel world this is. maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it was the company; i ended up going back into alot of stuff i was unwilling to talk about the entire night.

i wish we had so much more time. i wish we could grow side by side. but we grow up and our paths diverge more and more. i know you'll always be my bestgirl but there's so much i wish we could sit down and talk about- to explain to you, to hear about it, to grow up like we once did.

i'm glad we're meeting again soon.
i love you all.
cow, thanks for always being the bestfriend though i wish i could grow everyday with you like we once did.
hannah, thanks for always quietly supporting me, praying for me, encouraging me and edifying me.
i wish i didnt have to part with you guys in 3 weeks time. i wish it was sec 4 all over again- where we were innocent, carefree, loud, childish and sickly sentimental and romantic. everyone thought we were too idealistic then, but we were all very happy.


yes, we were.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.