it feels kind of weird to finally be in my room, at my desk, and looking at everything around. my room's pretty much the same; much neater cos most of my mess is now created in my currie room, but memories are still everywhere.

the flower, the borrowed books, the box, the photoframe, the zenneon, the jar, the many dried up bouquets, the perfume, the bookmark; just to name a few things right in front of me on my table.

i had a nice girly chat with wifey(like finally, in singapore) and she suggested me asking for a sign. lol. well, if mine were as positive as hers, i'd have asked for signs long ago. the positive responses would certainly make my day(:
wifey i cant wait till we meet to talk and talk and talk. missssyouuuuu(: and i'm glad i'm back.

hannah dearie gave me a pleasant surprise at the airport. omg i almost screamed when i saw her. i cant wait to meet up proper and then dinner with my 101006 girls. ah, finally, all 6 of us in singapore.

this holiday is gonna be a packed one.
i'd have to meet up with everyone, shop, tan, eat and study for supps.

i try hard to hope that i'll make it, but i know so very well how well i did, and i dont like this feeling. not at all.
i know i said that i might end up messing it up, but to know i'm so close to hearing it actually scares me.
cos it'd mean that i'd have to come back here for good.
AND I DONT WANT TO.

just clinging on so tightly, and hope it stays.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.