Your grace has found me just as i am, empty handed but alive in Your hands.


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bsd was terrible. really terrible. i felt really lousy about it the entire day.

was on the phone from 12am to 2 plus last night/this morning. i attempted to sleep soon after, but so many things were on my mind i didnt fall asleep till 43oam. so when the alarm rang at 9am i had to drag myself out of bed. was so tempted to pon fahb since i never pay attention or learn anything anyway, but i told gertrude i'd have bfast with her so i might as well get up. gertrude and i reached the dining hall 2 mins before closing, but the door was closed anyways. can u imagine how irritated i felt- woke up feeling like shit just for breakfast and i wasnt given any though technically i was "on time". so i did the typical pet thing, i sat there and sulked. and drank hot water. argh.

because i was so zonked out from no sleep, i was doodle-ing in fahb and mgc and writing all over abi's work and making a powder puff of a flower. sleeping and stoning and just ple watching. oh, and the school's newspaper edition was filled with sick stuff-hedonism, and write ups about the queer society and gay sex. sick songs and even sicker morals. so disgusted abi and i refused to read it-and i threw it on the floor.

lab was tiring. my fingers are swollen, red and sore. grah.

lunch was great. pasta with cream sauce with bacon and chicken or pasta with tomato sauce and sausages for western. szechuan chicken for chinese. garlic bread too(: dinner was even better. i had rice and pork cutlet drenched in creamy mushroom sauce. AND brownies with honey pokey ice cream for dessert. talk about sinful indulgences. as usual, we each took more dessert than we could finish. i took 2 big slices of brownie with 3 scoops of ice cream. ate 1 and a half slices of brownie and 2 scoops of ice cream.

food, ah food. good food cheers me up.

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i'm looking forward to the opposite-sex-cross-dressing party. oh, and we may go for intercollege party too(: YAYNESS(:

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.