wasnt supposed to cry anymore.


you know i really doubted if our friendship existed, knowing you took sides in that fight.
dont you think its abit too late, to only start caring now. and saying that you didnt want to see me upset because you care.


then why didnt you do anything sooner?
did it have to take so many many many months. if you really cared.
you know what? trying to do something now wouldnt really help.

and it hurts so much because i really believed in the friendship.
even more so because he meant so much. and you knew. but you didnt bother to help, then.

i dont like this. exams are coming.
i cant afford this anymore. to mess it up.
not this time. not ever again.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.