i slept for only 3 hours last night.

when you've slept for only 3 hours, you either become high and run on adrenaline, or you go all moody and cranky and refuse to talk to anyone. i'm neither. and it feels pretty weird now.

lunch cheered me up. good steak with nice fries and onion rings. i have a significant tummy and i feel fat now. my skirt is very much tighter and my pullover shows this bulging layer of fat, or as cow would call it, bread. and fifi would call it cupcake(: lol. it must have been these few nights to binge-ing at dinner and at supper too.

too bad. i'm not gonna care. still gonna eat. until i hit the big 50 on the weighing machine, i will not worry so much. i've 3 more kilos to gain till my ideal weight. ah, the bliss of being skinny.

erica was just telling me how everytime she sees me she's so afraid the wind will blow me away. or i will just bend over and break my bones or smth. goodness, am i really that skinny. suddenly i remember how joyce(yes i know you will read this sooner or later) used to order rice from the rice stall in jc and asked for all the dishes BUT rice. half the time eating plain cabbage and heafy vege so SHE WONT GET FAT. the same joyce who didnt eat chicken rice from the sch canteen for dontknow-how-long cos its so fattening. i bet in nus now you are still eating yong tau foo everyday RIGHT. right right right. joyce you should come here and eat with me! (:

i feel dumb. everyone knew all the muscle names and bone names at cadaver lab today. and i had no clue. looks like the pizza and meegoreng parties should stop.

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i've thought hard about it, i'm glad i came to an answer.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.