Thursday, May 31, 2007 @11:45 PM
i love the people around me.
i love them to bits.
they totally make me smile and laugh.
abi my cute dr peachblossom. i totally love you man. you and your good advice, you and your guitar playing, you and your funny quacks, you and your bathtime hearing problems, you and your bowls and forks. thanks for always being there to give me sound advice and listen to me whine about my day. and for just being a door away i can always knock on. i love you so much:)
girlfriend :) my girlygirly girlfriend. thanks for always being so lovely and always giving me big hugs even though i get so many from you already. you and your many tomatoes, cucumbers, and veges. you and your diet coke and chocolate. you and your nice mhouse rooom which has a sign on yr door that says i love you. you and your big squashy hugs, for makeing me smile, ensuring i am alright and always being there for me to cry on. i love you man i cant wait for singapore with u too:)
gertrude my lesbo here in currie:) you make me laugh till i wanna pee in my pants and you wanna pee in your pants. you and your laughter, you and your "pet!", you and your water filler, you and your fridge and tv, you and your bladders lol. you and your hugs! walking hand in hand is nice, telling george we are lesbo is nicer:)
YES, and these people are the reason i love it here so much.
they're such angels. yes they are:))))
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i wasted the entire night bumming around. then i brought my magazines to gertrude's room and we sat there and ate chips and drank passiona and talked about people. lol. and abi was watching her law and order. at 1030 we decided it was time to bathe so we stopped the chips and passiona and talking:)
its 12.04am now.
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i'm still thinking about it.
i wish i could hate you, and then maybe i'd feel abit better.
but i know it wont help.
my girlfriends want to slap you, punch you for being such a @$%&%#%%@&.
but i know it wont change things.
guys will be guys will be guys will be guys.
jerks will be jerks will be jerks will be jerks.
there goes our eternity,
you've confirmed it again.
yes i'm upset.
but i'll get up soon.
i promise.
i still wanna earn my degree and do what makes me happy.
i wanna make people have pretty teeth, i wanna see them smile and know i had a part in it:)
i love my girlfriends,
and for now till a long time,
they will matter the most.
of cos, together with mommy and daddy.
who's always given their girl the best, nothing but The Best.
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i wish i could, but i struggle everyday.