GDOP here was very different from what i'd expect. less rah, less oomph but then again, its all about the heart of worship, isnt it. challenge stadium's very much smaller than indoor stadium, and even then it was pretty empty all the young people were asians and the bulk of angmohs were veryvery much older.

was telling daddy all about it and we agreed- the land needs a revival.
and hopefully by the end of my 5 years here there'll be more focus on spirt centred worship.

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like i said, weekend's pretty much gone. didnt study for the mock lab test tmr, and rushing with my dtech proj.

suddenly i see how much things have changed. the people around me, the life the mood even.

the week's gonna be a hectic one. its officially the last week of school, guys! after this will be study break then exams. do keep me in your prayers okay this is a tough hurdle i've to make it through. whoever heard of a dent student not making it past yr1.sem1. lol.
the panic isnt setting in full force yet, stress isnt driving me like it should. havent even started burning midnight oils- which is a cause to worry for because i am supposed to thrive well under pressure.

i guess its all getting to me- going home. and seeing change again. i've had enough change to adjust to for the time being it would be good to just stay in some kind of monotony.

few things to say to some people, some of which will read this some will not.
MOM- bet you must be having great fun shopping and attending your seminars. i miss you and i hope you get THAT bag for me:) i'd still love you if you dont, of cos.
DADDY- papa! thanks for always keeping me in your prayers its always nice to catch up with you on the phone. so glad u're my dad so glad i have your "good" genes and so glad i've someone to look up to. miss you papa:)
COW- dear i hope all's fine. we havent talked in ages but so much has been happening i dont know how to start. i dont want you to hurt for me anymore and i know telling you stuff will make you hurt. i love you my dear girl and i promise we'll spend alot of time together when i get back ok.
WIFEY- yes i got your msg and i'll reply it here: i miss you and yes i will call you soon! i cant thank you enough for your prayers and lovely sms-es to make me smile. and for being my wifey! you totally rock lah. i'm praying for you, for us and that we'll be happy! kisses:)
JOYCE- eh i still didnt get the password:( lol. okay please plan an outing for me you and amanda haha i'm gg home soonnnn. have fun in tw girl:)
ABI my tiny friend- ilovveeeeeeeyyouuuuuuuu peachblossomy! you're almost as cute as your peanut. lol. my bathing friend who never fails to bathe together with me almost everyday:)
GERTRUDE- my teasing bladders friend i lovelovelove! yay i cant wait for our singapore shopping times.
BLADDERS- thanks man you did 2 good things this whole week. 1- lent your lappy for lectopia. 2- insisted on walking me down to ccccc at 2 am though you said i'd scare people off if i went alone cos i am too ugly. WTH but thanks. lol.
GIRLFRIEND- i'm glad you're happy now. i hope we can grow together yesyes. i cant thank you enough for those times you've been there just to hug and hold me and tell me everything will be fine. for so badly wanting to see me happy and always making me feel so loved (and squashed with your bigggghuggggs). lets go shopping soon. and tanning in spore! ILOVEYOU:):):)
MEI- your zeh misses you la. alot. please stop working so much when i return okay. i need to go shopping with you and tell you everything. and we still have to grow old in our house together now that i have no one to marry. haha. loveyouforever my little sis.
HX- dearie i've been praying for you i dont want you to be hurt again and upset and down and go through a whole shit cycle cos it hurts me to see you upset though i'm farfar away. and i will continue to pray really hard for you okay!
ERICA- ohman i dont know what i'd do without you in dent. i'd be outcasted, alone! haha. cheers to our endless bitching, and going to class late and ponning stuff together. yes i will get my cute little car that is 4 doored (hopefully soon) and we can drive around for clinicals. or maybe superman will notice me one day and i will have a boyfriend who has a car! or if he notices you then you go date him la. drive me around then:)
DREW- i thank God for such a girlgirly girl like you and for all the endless times you sacrificed sleep to be there. lovesssssssss:)

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