Friday, April 20, 2007 @12:10 AM
freaking screwed up.
its damn hard. to juggle it all at once when you dont have the mood or energy to anymore.
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mgc test tmr. the weekend's supposed to be fun-filled, but i cant look forward to it with my results like that. with more mid sems and with things being this way.
laughing hard is good. it makes u sadly disillusioned that things are better. HAH.
bladders just paid me 8 bucks all in coins. like 10 cents and 20 cents and 5 cents. i slammed the door in his face and we shoved all the coins underneath. it was hilarious.
and i had pizza again. 2 big slices at 1130 for supper. ah.
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pet needs sleep.
she needs to move on and get on with her life.
she wishes you'd stop messing it up.
and she still says the same: its messed up cos we are doing it your way.
maybe what drew says is right.
i need to put it behind.
far far away.
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andrewwong my girlfriend! pet misses you hell lots. go home go online quick. i've got girltalk to tell you! SMILE.
cow i miss you like crazy. i wish you were here sharing my life with me. and if u read this i want you to know, nothing changes bestfriends. NOTHING OKAY. you're still my best girl. always will be(:
hannahdear i will call you soon! loads to talk. my other best girl i love you many hang in there till june when we meet. pet sends her kisses(:
mei- your zeh wishes u were here to take care of her and mother her. lol. and calm her down when she whines and complains about everything. and offer her sisterly advise. boo.
cherylteo! okay i will call when yr exams r over let me know okay. we need a long girltalk(:
joyceandamanda! okay if u are reading this, i just took out yr box of pictures again! to see and they really make me smile(: when i next get back i will bring food for you all(: and must meet up to cam whore and talk and catch up! and i promise i wont be so busy this time(: all the best for yr exams yes!
and my dear girlfriend in hall- yes you dearie! i know you are reading this and i just want to say i love you! for everything that we have done(: though things change and we are busy and have no time etc etc etc, it doesnt mean that you matter less to me okay(: pet still loves you! and hopefully soon enough we can find time to go shopping and beach-ing and havis-ing and cafe-ing and yes, DRINKING till we get drunk(: alcohol is for celebrating depression aye? i'm sorry dent is totally killing any social life i have:(
and to my dear neighbour abi(i know you will never read this unless u decide to finally remember to)- i dont know what i'd do if you weren't my neighbour, seriously. i thank God for you. loves(:
everyone back home, dont worry about me. i've been laughing really hard everyday thanks to gertrude and all(: i promise i will try to get over it(:
LOVE(: