i am irritated. i dont know what on earth happened but i cant use my laptop. there is some silly prompt about the system administrator being changed, and being the com idiot that i am, dont know how to solve it.

anyone have any idea what to do please let me know. it makes me sad when i cant use my laptop BLAH.

i cant believe it. i am leaving in 2 weeks time.

havent packed. and dont feel like starting to put all my clothes etc into those luggages.

my body is feeling and going a little haywire these days. i cant fit into my new levi's cos i have lost so much weight. i dont even know why i even bothered to cut off the tag.

blah everything is depressing. of cos the worse being that i cant fit into more than half my clothes. second worst being that i cant start my laptop. and the third worst being the nagging feeling at the back of my head that i am leaving.

mommy's been the best these days. taking care of me when i am sick, having long conversations with me, and offering time and again to bring my shopping. what would i do without you my dear mom:)))) you're the biggest blessing ever in my life. you make me feel like the most spoilt yet most loved girl on the earth. no wonder they say mothers rule. not like i knew it this late, but still,..:)

back to tuition this week after the week long hiatus cos of my fever that went on but never off.

oh, and driving test this week goodness i feel so unprepared. missed my revision lesson that day cos i waited for an hour but still no cab and by then even if i flew down it would have been too late for the lesson so i gave up going altogether. blah.

i am tired as usual and i cant believe i missed 3 calls from california on 3 different days. i miss you dear.





and i am beginning to feel we are no longer friends anymore. sigh.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.