it seems like everytime tuition is in the morning, i have to cab. the fact that i havent been going to school for about a month know makes me very lethargic when i have to wake up slightly earlier and the alarm clock always seems like it is not loud enough.

ok i will stop giving excuses. MY FAULT, i should have slept earlier haha.

i was so late today i had to rush like mad. was waiting for cab when 3 people cut in front of me one after another and took away 3 cabs that came my way. i was so feb up i walked to the main road. and then another 4 people randomly stood like 50m in front of me to steal my cabs. it was only after no new person cut my queue did i get a cab. and by then i was 15 min late for tuition.

and because i was late for this tuition i was late for the tuition after that too. cos it was one after another:( so my mood was quite ruined cos i dont like being late for tuition:( i felt like a walking slob in tshirt and shorts and having only 4 hours of sleep the night before. did away with contacts today, and being in specs make me feel all the more sloppier.

and thats why today wasn't such a great day after all.

i was thinking about december and what a wreck it may be like. so i am not looking forward to it.

but 23rd nov hurry come. escapism is last resort and i need it. i'm going to say hello to the place that will be my 2nd permanent home (i know it doesnt really make sense cos permanent cant be 1st or 2nd oh well this feels like i'm talking to you guys again) in good time.

i reallyreallyreallymissyouhannahbaby. major alot. its saddening that 3 of us are going through so much in our lives and somehow we are not beside you to share every moment with you. despite every email that means so much, i still wish you were here with us. there's just so much in store for us to grow together and learn. but i am praying for you that you'll be so blessed over there you'll be happy alright. all my love:)


somehow it feels like its all coming back.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.