thankyou bestie for getting me that book else i wouldn't know what to do during lectures today.

its sad that the moment i enjoy going to sch i have to end it. to think that i actually dont mind going to chem lectures. in fact, i look forward to it much more than math lectures.

CHEMISTRY IS FUN, REALLY.

mom was asking me whether i am willing to give up doing chem, doing what i have loved so much all along. and at first i said, no. but now i am beginning to feel that i will definitely miss chem. of cos, none of physical chem, but all the other parts of chem.

ok la fine, i am weird and i love chem. i dont see whats wrong with that.

i'd rather you think i am weird cos i love chem than think i am a bimbo.

talking to grace and sherene made me feel much better about going:)
thank God for people pver the weekend. the ones who encouraged and made me feel so much better. and i realised again the way friends are supposed to be-to build you up and not tear you down. to stand by you, uplift you and encourage you:)

for cheering me up, thanks:)

and hannah darling! it didnt rain here but thanks for praying for us! your email was so timely and it really comforted me. i cant thank God enough for you, sweetheart.

next two days got driving. at bbdc. sigh its a long story. ohwell still gotta settle my hall and all that stuff argh.

IWANNASHOPSHOPSHOP.

and moviemoviemovie.

haha hurry date me before i disappear. ok that was spastic.

i'm kinda feeling weird now cos in some senses its so much better than the past week. friends have changed my mindsets to alot of things and school today wasn't all too bad. which means i actually feel a little happy now and its supposed to be a major improvement from being downcast the entire of last week. not to mention that i have a good book at hand to read and there's ANTM later and bestie promised we'll go out and have fun this weekend:)

made my list of things-to-bring and it is LONGGGGG.

i am beginning to think of whats gonna happen. and you know when i think, it goes on and on and on and then things will seem bleak in my head again.

SO I SHALL STOP.
yeah remind me to stop please.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.