service was good. though i was so tired cos i slept so little last night.

lunch was good too. xiaolongbao is always good. from c.jade, that is. i refused to go into any shop selling clothes today though bestie kept wanting to shop cos i know i'd buy more stuff. my allowance is wearing thin:(

i am looking forward to next week cos there are loads of public holidays and public holidays mean long night talks cos bestie can afford it:)

talked to a few people online that night and they said alot of stuff that got me thinking and somehow i feel perhaps i did make that big mistake after all. which in fact, logically, i should be saying sorry to myself what my mistake cost me, but somehow i'm still delusional in many aspects of it.

i have this love-hate relationship with shopping now. it is good or bad?

i suddenly have the craving for kfc, cheesecake, pizza, and randomness. i realise the uprooting programme is not only making me think alot, its making me have alot of weird cravings. and i feel so random and act so random half the time. oh well.

like what one of my friends said- millions of people have lived through their uprooting programme and turned out fine; and so will you; what makes you any different?

sigh.

bestie you know what i'm trying to say dont you? you promised you'd consider, wont you?

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.