i cant seemt to be able to blog properly. i dont know why.

but it irritates me like crap.

anw i had a lovely time celebrating dad's birthday. and my special/cute/silly birthday cake rocked. haha i still think it was a brillant idea la. *too bad for you:)

passed my ice cream phase. now its chocolates. addicted to hanuta and giotto and bought a whole lot of rittersport yesterday. my dose of chocs for the day are all laid out already. haha.

i realised the big heavy book i borrowed from the lib to prepare me for my uprooting programme is OVERDUE! and i haven't even touched it. damn. but at least i try not to think about it so much. and i trust and pray that it will get better.

i miss studying. i miss having to rush for exams and tuts etc. i miss the adrenaline, the late nights, mom's endless fruit juices and yummy food during exams, the encouraging notes and sms-es from friends, the rush in the morning to go some cafe or what so i get a nice seat to study the day away. it feels really weird when everyone is having exams, and you very well should be having exams, but then you dont. the last time i actually studied was like A levels. and you brain retards when you havent had any intellectual input for a long time. or you've had intellectual input, but you dont think or develop it. it makes me somehow uneasy to feel abit stale up there. you know what i mean?

tmr is november. and november means only 3 more months till i say byebye. i dont know to laugh or cry at this moment.

met up with cheryl yesterday:) i dont know what i'd do without you dear! haha study real hard okay i believe you can do it! i cant wait for us to go shop and hydrospa tog! SMILE.

which reminds me that i have to go hydrospa later. the immense lack of exercise is showing on those skinny but flabby thighs. like that how to wear all my shorts! and so i have to get over my laziness and get out of the house to go for hydrospa. i see how people around me are losing weight and firming up by hydrospa and i am JEALOUS. haha.

off to choc-ing now.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.