its that stifling feeling again. darn.

i dont need to have that incident raked up in my memory again. dont think you need it too.

i am surprised to find how much it still makes me think about those lovely memories. and i wonder if things would ever be that way again.


gosh this is bad i am sounding emo.

darlings who are readng this I AM NOT FEELING EMO haha dont worry. just got stuff to tell you guys. loads.

*remind me to tell you what happened today ok.

half of you will stone me when you see this but i really need to put on weight. braces and being sick are making me lose like 2-3 kg and i cant find into most of my bottoms. ok more like they cant fit around my hips they slide off and belts seem extremely long these days. which explains why i have been taking more meals than usual except that i cant eat those lovely munchies from oldchangkee each time i walk past one stall(which is like about twice each day) and how i love those oily sticks of finger food. i have to get well soon i want fried food:( and they double up as weight gainers now so added advantage for me to eat aside from pure pleasure. that tub of chocolate fudge brownie is freezing(yeah i know its supposed to freeze but still) in the fridge too with me being sick and if i dont get well mom will finish it all roars.

i realise i have a new found love for balloons. the bigger the better:)
which reminds me that my balloons are still at bestie's:)

everyday i make a mental note to get my laptop casing soon but if you consider the times i've used my laptop(4 times in 3 weeks) and the times i've brought them to school for lectures(0 since school started), then there really isnt any point getting a laptop cover is it?haha.

its 12.55am now and the reason i cam online after gg off just now is cos i realised i printed the wrong set of notes for tmr's lect. its school la it makes me blur-er i've never falt so blur since i-dont-know-when.


and there were so many i cant even remember all but here are some:

i keep getting lost in nus and end up cabbing WITHIN nus cos i forgot which bus to take.
i went for medical checkup forgetting to bring the form even though cheryl reminded me.
i went for vcf camp forgetiing to bring another form and ez link card and many other things.
i went for matric fair forgetting to sign all my forms and even bringing them even though cheryl reminded me.
i promised cheryl i'd help her log off the online thing then i forgot to log my own one off.
i forgot to declare my major.
i forgot which tut slot i balloted and then i ended up with weird slots worse still one tut i have no slot.


ok there's much more but i cant remember now i really have never been so blur before.
hey, i was the serious-nerd okayyyyyy. HAHA you guys have horrid first impressions of me. haha.

its 1.03 am now going off to wait for bestie's call. that pig its so late la.
where on earth are you????????

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.