the whole lot of difference it makes.

this week was tiring. driving, tuitions, and work. blah. not to mention time i need to think through stuff.

next week is gonna be about the same too. the same routine. but more work. and qet. which isnt exactly gonna turn out too well i think. seniors in my group during scamp were saying that most ple fail qet; its just how badly u fail it. i certainly dont wanna fail qet and waste my time doing english modules in uni. its a ridiculous waste of time an effort. looks like i dont have much of a choice huh.

supposed to go to agape with lynn today but a sudden change of plans due to unforseen circumstances. oh well.

dearie i'm glad we could talk. and i must say after talking to u i kind of am convinced and all. i dont know how much risk it'd be if i do as u say, but i'm kind of glad that i did.


i realise its human reaction to protect oneself. not that there's anything wrong with it. just something that occurred more strongly to me after what happened.


emo shit.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.