she's leaving on a jet plane, dont know when she'll be back again:(


back from the sleepover. had dinner at chomp chomp with hannah darling since she was leaving)for good) blah its really making me miserable. 6 and a half years of sticking together, and suddenly she'll be gone-for good.

we saw how everyone made stuff for her, gave her cards, and cow and i didn't. so easy for everyone to give everything and all-hello thats cos they weren't half or evern quarter or a tenth as close. i'm sorry hannah darling that i never wrote a farewell card or whatever, its just denial-i know it but simply cos everything means to much to us we've decided to just take it as another episode where u're flying off for a holiday. its so much easier. my farewell card will come when it everntually sets in how u're never coming back to live again; but then i'd bawl my eyes out. glad we had that long dont-know-how-many-hours talk during the sleepover. understand so much more, i'm glad we've never stop this discovery about each other. feelings were so raw, but it certainly made me think even more.

i cant thank you enough for being there these years esp in my jc days. i cant thank you enough for the impact u've made in my life and the encouragement u've been. the shining beam of light for Jesus and the-good-thing-that-came-in-a-small-package :)

dont think i'd ever find a freidnship so real as in the one shared with u guys again. its sad how some have all these friendships who are so superficial and yet they live in absolute disillusionment and continue to delude themselves that they are happy. one life they have, yet one pathetic and bitter life soaked in sadness.

i really dont want to go to the airport tomorrow. neither do cow. i dont know man.

goodbye hannah darling. its so hard to see you go. funny how our clique is made up of the 2 international students(which is all that there is in our class) i've decided that i dont want to made international friends cos parting would be so sad and i've gone through enough. yeah silly reason i know.

i will miss you like crazy and i'm starting to feel it now. especially when i could always say ANYTHING and EVERYTHING to you and it still feels like when we're in secondary school.
i promise that i'll be there whenever u need me for the reast of my life. i know this friendship will stay and i know we'll always be bestfriends.

take care and continue to bless other people with your love just like you have blessed us:)






and i know for sure you're the friend of a dream come true.
thanks hannah baby for letting my learn and grow so much. i cant thank you enough:)
goodbye.

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.