i still am so so tired. sigh.

aunt had to leave early today so she gave me some work to do till it was 5(which is when i'm supposed to knock off) but i finished it at like 4.10 and i was sitting around with nothing to do so i msged my aunt and she said i could do my stuff. and i took out my book to read. and when u take our your book to read in an office full of working people and everyone's like walking around doing paperwork or at the com, it feels really weird. maybe its just me but it seemed to be that people thought i was being lazing just cos my aunt had left. but i loved me book so much i couldn't be bothered and it comforted me that at least at that place i was safe and needn't have to listen to some stupid pick up line or whatever. HAHA.

hannah's leaving next week, and its just so so so so sad. blah cow and i were talking about how depressing it is, and if next year its my turn i dont know what will happen. serious.

i really hope that i will not be shown on tv as The Girl Who Ran Away. oh my. i feel so embarrassed just thinking about it. hannah thinks at least i looked intelligent and not spastic. i dont even think thats intelligent la. like giving my reason for leaving(which was true) but they prob think was some excuse. blah.

i really really really dont want to appear on tv as the girl who ran away. its so embarrassing. then i wont have the face to meet anyone again. HAH.

cow was telling me how bad it was. the part on the female and male doctor and the difference. oh my gosh. i hope mine doesnt go too terrible tmr. else it will just be another embarrassing day this week had i've had enough to traumatise me lah.




i dont have having ulcers. blah.

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