first it was the sicko guy who tried to film up my skirt. next it was this sicko looking guy when i was at artfriend, then it was another pathetic loser at the escalator.

now its this other person who's my potential tuition student. it scared me, and it freaks me out. i seriously was traumatised. i still cant believe it. looking back, i know i gave some silly reason and ran away, but gosh i dont know what would have become of me if i did not leave. i doubt he is harmless and i know i trust my instincts; they have never failed me. i tell you i've never ran away before and today i did- running away with the fear that someone will tap you on the back and stop you is seriously scary. i was so terrified i dashed across the road when the traffic light was red and the cars were moving. i think the cab driver thought i was nuts but then i got onto the cab in the middle of the road (yes, the middle) and started calling mom and blabbling to her and she was like, calm down come home and talk. taxi uncle asked if i was ok but i was still shaking when i got home i just couldn't stop talking about it all to mom and she kept telling me to calm down and all. blah. i was so traumatised that i have a phobia now. so my plans to go to the library after had to be cancelled cos i just rushed home :(

you know, i really hope i wont bump into that guy somewhere. he freaks me out big time. blah.

and i still cant settle my driving, how?
neither can i get over the fact that i will enter uni soon.
AH......

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