i'm beginning to feel increasing stifled with you around.

anw mango sale yesterday was not bad. as far as i know its supposed to start today, but when i walked into the mango at marina square yesterday, no one stopped me despite me not having come vip card or whatever. so of cos i happily started trying on the stuff i liked and all. so, after scouring throuh 3 mangos within these two days, i've got some clothes:) and of cos i am happy:)

after shopping today i have decided that i should really cut down on shopping cos whatever i've bought these two days made me feel so guilty, more so now that i am not working and living off my parents. and i'm so broke la:(

my decision for the rest of the week(at least)- to eat hawker food and take public transport instead of cabbing everywhere. to stop buying clothes(unless someone is willing to pay for them) and also to stop eating all the delicious food at home that mom bought back that week.

i have to make the decision-to go or not to go. i'm beginning to dread it. i mean, i've heard so many not-so-nice things about it but then again.... ok forget it. i dont think i should talk about it here.

oh, i'm looking forward to this weekend. VERY. haha. and its only one day away! YAY:)

blah i wish we could talk soon. i realise though we have conversations on the phone so often, there's still a limit to how much we can talk cos of the silly time limit thingy and there's so much i want to discuss. i mean, i'm glad that we even get to talk every night. but i wish things never changed- late night calls into the morning, endless msg-ing and the novelty of it all.
missyouu.

anw i realised that we may be in the same school. i cant confirm anything, but thats what i have heard. i dont want to confront the past again, or even wonder how things came to that state. like i've told some, you were one of the best friends i've ever had and thats something i will never forget. i know we've had so much in common and i dont think i'll ever find a friend like you again. sometimes i wish nothing ever happened; but then again i know i am where i am now cos it happened. i dont know if the pain still haunts you, or if what we shared still means anything to you. blah.

i dont know if u'll ever read this. probably never, but i'm glad we shared that special friendship. and as much as i move on, i'll never forget the times we laughed, shared, cried and prayed for each other. you were a blessing to me, girlie. and i pray you continue to be a blessing to others:)
loveyouu. for all our memories and that special friendship :)

♥ fancy pink
in vintage.